what the fcuk!
i'm feeling so down now..
cause of him..
hais..
i really hate LOVE!

who create all these rubbish?!
i just couldn't get it..
and guys are hard to understand..
why?why?why?
i need a answer..
:(

and why out of a sudden, he doesn't want to talk to me?
did he really feel that i'm bothering him?
so why don't tell me straight?
i will feel better if you tell me straight..
at least it's better than you just setting BE RIGHT BACK mode and don't reply me..
i feel so hurt.. :(

and worse come to worse..
saw this sentence that freak me out from a blog of a girl in his class..
' Hold onto HIS hands.. He was laughing la.. wth right?'
so how can i not freaking out after seeing this?
mygoodness! noo!~ :(

feeling so down..
sad.. sobs..
my heart sink to the BOTTOM..
speechless..

will end here..
LOVEjustsucks!
:(

today went to school at the usual time..
mandyy, ning xin and me was very sleepy!
lols..
not enough sleep la! XD

then i saw him outside the mrt station..
hehes..
ya, that's my motivation! XD

we had breakfast at mac..
very full lo..
then went to school after that..
that auntie come damn late lo..
pengs.. cannot stand her..
don't know why so unlucky..
same group with her!! ahh!~
and there she goes with her senseless language!
mandyy was mad at her due to her stubborness..
she just couldn't listen to her..

hello, auntie!
next time please listen to mandyy, can?!
don't always in your own world!
damn..

okayy..
and i done a BIG iPOD loh!
hahas..
nobody has it okay!
i'm the one who have and made the VERY FIRST BIG iPOD lo!
rofl!~
will upload the pics soon!~

gtg!
wanna watch ylbfb!
byes~! :)

ahh!~
so many projects need to do..
and somemore have to do role play also!
i hate that! :P

tomorrow gonna meet mandy they all early to do the props..
actually yesterday we are having lesson at 11am, but cause of the role play, we've to come as usual..
arghs!~ headache!~
:(

okayy..
shall change topics..
hehes..
but to him again.. XD
currently he's online.. set as busy mode..
wonder what he's doing.. lols.. XD

ohmy! i'm a busybody sia..
no choice.. :P

okayy..
today saw him so many times..!~
so happy, but still.. never say hi!
hahas..

• saw him at mac in the morning..
• saw him at ampitheatre..
• saw him outside his class in the morning..
• saw him walking past my class.. XD
• saw him and his class coming out from the student hub..
• saw him and his class sitting at 2nd floor..
• saw him talking to mrs heng..

hahas..
i saw him a lot of times right?
lols.. but still never say hi..
=.=
and one thing..
i think he have mixed up me and mandy..
i just have the feelings..
cause from yesterday conversation, he only saw me with specs..
and mandy also wear specs ma..
then this morning saw him at mac, he look like he wasn't very sure which one is me?
so i assume he have mixed up me and mandy bah..
gonna wait for himself to open his eys and see clearly..
lols.. :P

oh ya!
and one last thing..
i did saw him again after school!~ hehes..

here's the story..
me and ning xin went to j8 after school..
i accompany her go buy some food to eat..
then i saw his friend walking past me and i was like telling ning xin..
'how i wish it's him la..'
and we continued walking around j8..
went to popular to buy green file for ofa..
around 3plus, we will thinking of going home..
so as we are taking the escalator down to the entrance, i saw this familiar backview..
wahahas!~
BINGO!~ it's HIM!~~
lols.. really din expect to see him la..
XD
really freak me out!
then me and ning xin take the escalator back to 4th level as he went to that direction..
hehes..
and yes, he was at the food junction!~
:P
he's eating pepper lunch!~ yummy!~ XD
hahas..
then ning xin as like asking if i still wanna stay a bit longer, then i told her it's okay..
see him is already enough le.. XD

hahas..
although in my heart, i've been hoping to see him in j8 but i din expect him really to be in j8 lah!
lols.. XD
really freak me out!
even buy 4D also not so accurate loh! lols.. :P

hmm..
i think tomorrow morning i might get to see him again!~
woohoo!~
pray hard!~ :P
seeing him really enlighten my day! oops.. :X

okayy..
i think i've write a long composition today..
hahas..
gotta go!
i'm tired! :D
*yawns*
nights!~

PS:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YUVIN!~
XD

may all your wishes come true!~
MR TINY!~ hahas..

the 5th conversation..
this time he reply very fast..
lols.. :)

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hihi!~ (:

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
hallo",

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
i tink i noe who u're ady",


Pirates Rulessss..", says:
hahaha


jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hahas.. which one?

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
u wear specs...


Pirates Rulessss..", says:
isiz..?


jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
ya.. lols..


Pirates Rulessss..", says:
haaahaaahaa


Pirates Rulessss..", says:
i saw u tis morning..?".


jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
eh.. think so bah.. i did saw you sitting at mac.. lols..


Pirates Rulessss..", says:
hahaaha


jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
eh.. but me and my friend both wear specs leh.. lols..


Pirates Rulessss..", says:
ehh...u're wearing a dark colour specs..?


jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
ya, that's right.. lols..


Pirates Rulessss..", says:
the shape is almost 2 square...?


jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
eh.. square ah.. should be bah.. lols..


jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
i'm carrying puma bag de..


Pirates Rulessss..", says:
ehh..


Pirates Rulessss..", says:
i din't really catch wad bag u were carrying..",


Pirates Rulessss..", says:
lol


jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
lols.. okay.. but you did saw me this morning?


Pirates Rulessss..", says:
yeppp",


jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hahas.. okay.. actually i wanna say hi to you, but you look away liaos.. lols..


Pirates Rulessss..", says:
yayaya


Pirates Rulessss..", says:
u look at mi 4 so long..


Pirates Rulessss..", says:
i was waiting 4 u 2 say hi 2 mi...",


Pirates Rulessss..", says:
hahahaha


jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
huh.. shi ma? lols.. when i wanna smile, you look back at yr newspaper loh.. lols..

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
oh..


Pirates Rulessss..", says:
isiz..?


Pirates Rulessss..", says:
lol


jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
ya la.. lols.. still dare to laugh.. hahas..


Pirates Rulessss..", says:
ohK",


jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
yup.. (: hmm.. next time, you also say hi to me if you saw me la.. lols..


Pirates Rulessss..", says:
yes",


Pirates Rulessss..", says:
LOL


jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hahas.. yup.. but make sure you don't say to the wrong person.. lols..


Pirates Rulessss..", says:
-.-


jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
XD

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
btw, you cut yr hair is it?

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
ohh...

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
gd suddently go silent..

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
Lol

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
huh.. what you mean 'gd suddently go silent..'?

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
nth...

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
Lol

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hmm.. you want me to stop talking ar? lols..

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
no la..

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
loL

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
don't bluff.. lols.. you say good suddenly silent..

- The End! -

then he remain silent.. =.=
i really wanna know what he mean by that..

is it means he want some peace and don't want me to talk?
OR
is it means why i suddenly become quiet?

i really don't know.. ahh!
i want an answer..

hahas..
after not talking to him for 2 days, i started talking to him again..
lols..
i'm so useless la! XD

okayy..
here's the conversation..
:)

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
ohk..

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
sorry..

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
jus nw i was bathing..",

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hahas.. it's okayy! (:

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
brb!~

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
okayy.. back! (:

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
eh.. when is yr SW lesson ah?

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
why never saw yr class before de? lols..

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
ehh..

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
thur..?

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hmm.. is it? never saw leh.. hahas.. you all hide ar?

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
-.-

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hahas.. yr SW teacher is who? KK koh?

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
yepp",

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
oh.. okayy.. lols.. yours is at what time de? after break?

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
yeppp..

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
after break",

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
oh.. okayy.. hahas.. then no wonder never saw la.. lols..

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
isiz..?",

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
yup.. cause yr break is earlier than mine.. when you finish yr break, i'm still having SW.. lols..

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
ohhh...

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
".

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
yup.. (: but kk koh good.. always release us earlier.. lols.. then got xtra 1hr break..

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
hhaha

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
isiz..?

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
so early...".

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
ya loh.. hahas.. next time you all request to have SW before break la.. lols..

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
-.-

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hehes.. btw, you got watch 轉角遇到愛?

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
yepp...

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
i watched tt show long tme ago ady",

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
y..?",

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
veh touching rite..?

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
lol

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
eh.. i haven't watch.. lols.. finding ppl with the vcd.. hahas..

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
ohh..

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
yup.. i got many dramas havent watch..

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hmm.. so what other dramas you've watched? 惡作劇之吻?

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
also watched ady",

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
lol

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
ehh..

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
the part 2 is coming out soon",

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
hahahhaa

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
yea!~ hahas.. still filming.. but need to wait for very long.. the director has say that he will not be able to finish the filming within half a yr and he still need another half yr to do the editing.. lols.. so roughly still need to wait for a yr! lols..

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
wa..

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
u're so updating bout tis..

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
lol

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
hahahah

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hahas.. of course.. lols.. i'm a big fan of it!~ :P

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
oh k",

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
yup.. (: hehes.. you still don't wanna sleep ah?

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
ehh..

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
awhile more..",

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hahas.. okayy.. (:

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hmm.. did you listen to SHE new album?

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
ehh..

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
lol

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
some of the song...",

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
u bought the album..?

irates Rulessss..", says:
hahaha

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
eh.. going to.. hahas.. the album nice except for the song they sing with fahrenheit..

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
accept",

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
accept?

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
?

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
okayy.. i mean all the songs in the album is nice.. except for the song they sing with fahrenheit.. not nice..

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
ohh..

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
haha

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hahas.. yup! (: now everyone is listening to it!~

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
btw, you got a friend called alvin right? in friendster?

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
ya",

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
y..?",

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
oh..i think i saw him at vivo during sat if i'm not wrong.. hahas..

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
ohh isiz..?

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
hahaha

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
2gether wth a tall gal rite..?

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hahas.. eh.. with a guy.. but i don't know whether i got see wrong anot.. heehs..

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
ohhh...

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
yup.. cause i was at the rooftop of vivo walking dog, then very dark.. hahas..

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
ohh..

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
yes.. (:

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
hey..

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
i gtg ady",

Pirates Rulessss..", says:
gd nitex..

jess.ica♥ :: {最愛} 元暢。依晨。小鬼 :: .. 大過年的! 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
oh.. okay!~ nights!~ (:

- THE END! -

my goodness!
i'm so high tonight..
XD

this is the very first time he ask me question and it's also the longest conversation we ever had!!!
ahh!~~
* F A I N T S *
XD

hahas..
i might be smiling tonight when sleeping..
lols..
cannot take it liaos! :P

BEST TO FLOOD MY BLOG!~ XD

can't wait for tmr to come!
:D

firstly, some pics of yuanchang and yichen they all at japan promoting iswak!
































all these pics are taken from joesfamily...

hahas..
so cute right?! :D
i like the last 3 pics!!!
so KAWAII!~ XD
love it!~
muacks!~ :D


iloveYUANCHANGsomuch!~~
LOVE!LOVE!LOVE!

ISWAK 2!!
I'M WAITING!!!! XD

PS:

HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DA JIE!!~
hahas..
she's older by one year again!~

i hope she will pass her exams with flying colors!~
may all her wishes come true!~
XD

Party boyz時代到來~沒有錯~~我們就是ㄧ群想法多到沒地方放
各各帥到無地自容,才華洋溢的本世紀最強大的男子團體~
哈哈~我們就是Party boyz!!
相信不用多說什麼 大家已經聽過這響噹噹的團名了吧
有嗎???有人知道嗎??哈
說真的 要再演藝圈交這樣的一群死黨真的很難了
我們大家彼此都很珍惜這份友誼 我們可是很團結的喔
有了這群兄弟們之後的大家 生活也變的很豐富可愛
有福同享 有難同當 幾乎天天膩在一起的我們
吃飯啊 看電影 打球 烤肉 唱歌 拍影片
互相激發創作的靈感 我跟小豬還會一起去看牙醫喔
很不可思議吧~嘿嘿嘿嘿嘿
所以趕快再這跟大家分享一下這一群大男生
各各到底在賣什麼藥吧..


Party boysㄧ軍的成員分別為~
紅boy 團長羅志祥(show)~
唱片歌手 亞洲新天王 主持人 潮流人
在團體裡是負責 帥 偷梗 送兄弟們衣服 當導演


綠boy 局長衛斯理
唱片歌手(元衛覺醒) 音樂創作者 吉他手 潮流人
在團裡負責起局 (無論是牌局 飯局 電影局 唱歌局 最愛起局)
常被小豬罵 感情軍師 音樂


粉紅boy 靈魂人物 小方
節目製作人 os專家 偶像劇演員(飾演賣豬肉的)
在團裡負責 大小聲 發明新梗 出鋒頭 帶氣氛
愛搶戲 跟小豬爭團長 很想紅

藍boy 組長小葦
專業Dancer 演唱會規劃 剪接師
在團裡負責幫大家攝影 拍照 影像剪接
自稱是ㄧ谷清流


黃boy 股長(鼓掌)紅毛
擔任王立宏.蔡依林.羅志祥.She..等等演唱會舞台規劃 總監(源活超屌團隊)
在團裡負責拼酒 喊好累喔 出來玩喜歡講公事
開車接送衛斯理(因為跟衛斯理是鄰居)


Party boys 二軍成員分別
逼逼人 隊長 小鬼
曾經是唱片歌手(丸子) 主持人 潮流人
再團裡負責 管好二軍 聊心事 大喊誰受的了啊 很衝~


逼逼人 山姆(本來是隊長 因表現不良所以被換角)
節目製作人 拍過廣告
在團裡負責 跳會摔死的地板動作 說錯話 沒錢付 大家幫他黨


逼逼人 軟軟
平面設計師 Bass手
再團裡負責 扮豬吃老虎 店店吃三碗公 動作很慢
附和大家 ㄧ直傳簡訊 傳到手機爆掉

以上就是我們party boyz 請大家多多指教 謝謝大家~


lols..
now i know le..
xiaogui is the leader of 逼逼人..
hahas..
good!~ :D

ilovePARTYBOYZ!~
<3

i love this song very much..
so i would like to share it with you guys..
:)

歌曲:你要的爱
歌手:戴佩妮
专辑:流星花园(电视原声带)
作词:戴佩妮
作曲:戴佩妮

虽然经常梦见你
还是毫无头绪
外面正在下着雨
今天是星期几
but i don't know
你去那里

虽然不曾怀疑你
还是忐忑不定
谁是你的那个唯一
原谅我怀疑自己

我明白我要的爱
会把我宠坏
像一个小孩
只懂在你怀里坏

你要的爱
不只是依赖
要像个大男孩
风吹又日晒
生活自由自在

虽然不曾怀疑你
还是忐忑不定
谁是你的那个唯一
原谅我怀疑自己

我明白我要的爱
会把我宠坏
像一个小孩
只懂在你怀里坏

你要的爱
不只是依赖
要像个大男孩
风吹又日晒
生活自由自在

我明白我要的爱
会把我宠坏
像一个小孩
只懂在你怀里坏

你要的爱
不只是依赖
要像个大男孩
风吹又日晒
生活自由自在

okayy..
i'm sad to say that my precious terrapin had passed awayy yesterday.. :(
and i was pissed off by it..
cause the reason for its death was being bitten by his idiot wife!
that's why i'm so pissed off.. ahh!

damn..
i don't know what's wrong with that stupid 'wife'..
she just eaten the flesh of one of his legs and she seem to be very happy with it..
even when he was dead, she still wanna went forwards and eat it..
my goodness!! :(

i'm keeping a MONSTER at home!!
ahhhh!~~
and somemore keep for many years! omg!

i can't believe that she's so heartless till can kill her own husband..
i'm really sad.. hais..

i've just lose my 10 years buddy..
i've been keeping it since i was in primary school..
he was such a tiny cute lil greenie fellow when i just bought him..
and my mum love him a lot..
will definitely talk to him everyday and change water for them every morning..

and he's a very special fellow..
he have a real tiny shell which is unlike from other terrapins..
and he's kind.. very loving..

even though he's being bully by his stupid wife, he still din fight back..
that stupid wife have been bullying him since the day she came to my house!!! :(
i've got her from yuehui as she don't wanna keep it anymore..
see! 好人沒有好報!~ :(
this is what she repay me with my kindess..
killed my precious ones!!~~~
ahh!~
sobs..

hais..
i hope that my baby will rest in peace!
lucky you..
you've been 'rescued' from being bully from that idiot..
she's a MONSTER!
i'm really sorry to keep both of you together as i thought you all have been getting along well..
:(

i hope you will come back and haunt her!
:X
she's the murder!!!

i think i will be letting her go..
seeing her will make me remind of what she have done on you..

i will always miss you..
and so does mum too!~
:(

goodbye!~

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO RAZILA!~~

hahas..
may all your wishes come true!~
:D

and be together with somebody!~
hahas..
XD

you gonna kill me if you saw this right?
:P

but afterall, it's nice to have you as my friend..
i really enjoy having you this friend and your laughter is funny!!
hehes..

take care!
and enjoy your special day!~
:D

today it's the 3rd conversation of me and him..
once again, i'm the one who take the initiative to talk to him..
hais..
how i wish one day ther's a miracle that he would actually come and talk to me..
:(
i know that the day will never come..

here's the conversation by the way..

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hihi, mr HIM! (:

HIM says:
yes",

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hahas.. nothing la.. just feeling bored.. (: hmm.. what ya doing?

HIM says:
ohh..

HIM says:
im watchin tv",

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
oh.. i see.. so am i disturbing you watching tv?

HIM says:
hehe",

HIM says:
nope",

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hahas.. okay.. now got what show nice to watch?

HIM says:
ohh..

HIM says:
eh..

HIM says:
channel 5...?",

HIM says:
prison break",

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
oh.. i see.. that's nice.. (:

HIM says:
haha

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
eh.. btw, yr tps lesson did you all have combined class?

HIM says:
nope",

HIM says:
i noe 4 yr class thr is combine lesson rite..?

HIM says:
",

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
ya.. s.. why you all don't have? so weird..

HIM says:
i also don noe...?",

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hahas.. okay.. i think don't have combined class better.. cause combined class v hard to concentrate.. too noisy.. the teacher also cannot control.. s..

HIM says:
hahaha

HIM says:
ya true..",

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hahas.. moreover, my class is well-known for being noisy and hyperactive.. s.. XD

HIM says:
sure anot..>?

HIM says:
LOL

HIM says:
i thou my class was the noisest...

HIM says:
LOL

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hahas.. is it? lols..

HIM says:
hahaha

HIM says:
ya",

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
i think one day both classes must challenge together then.. lols..

HIM says:
YA RITE",

HIM says:
LOL

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hahas.. ya..

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hmm.. i think that i shall not disturb you watching tv.. enjoy! (:

HIM says:
ohh...

HIM says:
sorry yea...".

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
eh.. it's okay..

from here, i reall feel that he wasn't interested in talking to me..
hais.. :(
and the type he reply me remind me of darius..
both of them reply me in a very small and simple replies..
and would love to end the conversation asap..
hais..
that's what i hate..

was just wondering why it's always like that..
good thing doesn't happen to me..

i'll stop here..
nights..
:)

the 2nd conversation of ME and HIM..
actually there are somemore before this,
but cause my com hang so it start all over again..
will try to get it from yuehui the rest of it..
:)

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
sorry.. my com was hang just now.. XP

HIM says:
its oh k",

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
(: so did you see my reply just now?

HIM says:
wat reply...?

HIM says:
LOL

HIM says:
sorry

HIM says:
".

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hahas.. it's okayy.. (: eh.. you are asking me that i shld say hi to you right?

HIM says:
ya",

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
then i say.. cause i'm scared that you don't know who am i and was thinking why is this girl saying hi to me..

HIM says:
hahaha

HIM says:
no i will confirm say hi 2 u de...",

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hahas.. okay.. i will say hi to you when i see you.. lols..

HIM says:
yea tts rite",

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hahas.. okay.. lols.. btw, do you mind if i add you in friendster? (:

HIM says:
sure",

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hahas.. okay.. xiexie.. (:

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
eh.. what cca are you in?

HIM says:
ehh..

HIM says:
currently i don hav a cca

HIM says:
",

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
aiyo.. how come?

HIM says:
ehhh..

HIM says:
cos i don hav tme 2 go n join cca..".

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hahas.. i see.. busy man..

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
btw, i've added you in friendster le.. (:

HIM says:
ohk",

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
yupp.. (: okay, i don't know what to say le.. lols..

HIM says:
say wad..?

HIM says:
hahahhaha

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hahas.. eh.. i mean i dont know how to continue the conversation le..

HIM says:
ohh..

HIM says:
jus say or ask wat u wan..",

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hahas.. scared you think i fan..

HIM says:
hhaha

HIM says:
u r tinking 2 much..".

HIM says:
if fan i stil add u..?

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hahas.. maybe you still don't know yet when you add me.. lols..

HIM says:
haahaha

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hmm.. saw from your friendster.. your friend was saying that you're a good singer.. hahas.. so that means you sing v well loh..

HIM says:
hahaahaa

HIM says:
no la..

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
hahas.. really? lols.. don't need to be paiseh..XD

HIM says:
hahaaa

HIM says:
oh k la...

HIM says:
soso lor..",

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
LOLs.. soso means good loh.. (: ahh.. looking at the pics you all taken at kbox, makes me wanna go kbox too!~

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
eh.. i think i've gtg le.. (:

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
see ya in school!~

jess.ica♥ :: 元暢& 依晨 = 老公 & 老婆 :: .. 誰受得了啊﹖XD says:
nights!~ (:


- the end! -

then he went off after that..
lols..

ahh..
i'm actually quite looking forward to tomorrow..
but at the same time, i was scared..
lols.. :P
cause as from the conversation above, i've mention that i will say hi to him when i saw him..
then sometimes in the morning, i will saw him loh..
die!~

hahas..
i will normally saw him during ..
- outside the mrt station in the morning..
- at the ampi-theatre in the morning..
- canteen..
- somewhere in the school..

the worse is tomorrow!
my goodness!~
i think they will be having ofa after my class..
so we will met each other outside the it lab!
ahh!~
lols.. XD
wish me good luck yea.. :P

hope that i will have the courage to say hi to him..
hehes.. :P

okay..
i think i need to go..
nights..
sleep!~ zZz
:D

PS:
jay, must be gentlemen!
PEACE!~ :D

hahas..
today i can say is my lucky day..
lols.. :)

firstly,
today after school, i went to j8 with ning xin and aizhen..
hahas..
then i decided to go long john to eat..
i was hungry.. hehes..
then ning xin's friend came to meet her..
hahas..
i must say her friend look like huang zhi wen..
lols..
that's the first thing come into my mind when i saw him..
XD

secondly,
after ning xin went off with her friend, me and aizhen went to walk around j8..
hahas..
you know what? i saw him..
XD
i was so happy lah..
hehes..
but he was with his class girls.. arghs..
i dont like lah.. :X

okay, then i try to stalk them but they was nowhere to be seen..
hahas..
i sound so scary.. :P

then happen to saw mandy they all again..
they just came back from toa payoh..
lols..
giselle and veron was like screaming in the toilet when they saw me..
hahas..
then we went off to food junction to eat ice cream..
and ya, once again we started playing stupid games..
lols.. but it's fun.. :P

okay..
then lastly, i finally have the courage to add him in msn..
ahh!~
i was trembling.. lols..
my hands was pretty cold lah.. :P
was so scared that he will online..

then about 10mins later, he ONLINE!~~
AHHHH!~~
hahas..
my heart beats really fast..
lols.. :P

the conversations ..

HIM: hallo!
HIM: you are .. ?
ME: i'm from event management.. you?
HIM: i'm from ish..

then i abit forget what he say liaos..
i only remember some..

HIM: did you seen me before or i've seen you before?
then i was like..
ME: eh.. i think i saw you before.. but i din know whether you did see me before anot..
ME: but i think you better don't see me cause i'm ugly..
HIM: aiyo.. how can like that say..
HIM: you should tell yourself you're pretty..
ME: eh.. i think i won't be able to tell myself that i'm pretty..

blablablabla~

HIM: do you have friendster?
ME: eh.. yes..
HIM: can i have your add?
ME: eh.. okay.. give me a min..

then i quickly went to delete my ugly pics..
hahas.. :P

ME: okay, here's my add: blablabla@yahoo.com.sg..
HIM: thanks..
ME: btw, ish is event mgt or admin?
HIM: event mgt..

then i think after that the conversation end le..
hehes..
although it's short, but still nice chatting with him..
hahas.. :)
i hope next time still can chat longer..
hehes..

then oh my!~
here comes the biggest news!
my goodness!~
the news that i've always waiting for..

here it is..
hehes..

【聯合報／記者褚姵君／關島報導】

惡作劇之吻」怎麼可以沒有「吻」！八大偶像劇「惡作劇之吻」前進關島拍續集，鄭元暢摟著他的老婆林依晨嘟囔抱怨：「來關島度蜜月，已經6天了，竟然都沒親親。」導演瞿友寧背著他倆賊笑：「明天清晨就要安排他們在陽台拍激情戲，直樹要吻湘琴，一路從耳朵、脖子到鎖骨，保證讓人臉紅心跳。」

「惡作劇之吻」創下去年偶像劇收視率最高紀錄，鄭元暢、林依晨以螢幕最佳情侶之姿赴關島拍攝蜜月戲，瞿友寧爆料兩人不但默契佳，私下相處更像極了新婚小夫妻，甜蜜地互稱「老公」、「老婆」，昨天中午放飯時，林依晨就善盡「賢內助」本分，喝斥小綜不要再吃了，林依晨笑說：「我們已經有『夫妻肚』，前兩天拍戲時導演被我們逼得只能拍胸上。」

鄭元暢透露，每個跟他合作的女演員，鄭爸爸都視為媳婦，猛催他快找對象。不過林依晨的媽媽對夢幻女婿卻另有「呷意」對象，乃大陸電視劇第一小生黃曉明，林依晨紅著臉說，最近親友們忙著幫她介紹男朋友，林媽媽則是看「新上海灘」迷上黃曉明，直叫林依晨趕快跟黃曉明合作拍戲，還說：「姓黃的最好（與林媽同姓）。」

至於親友團猛安排相親，林依晨無奈地說，對象都走「古意」路線，沒有能讓她心動的，她喜歡輪廓深的男人，而要是談話幾個小時都沒法吸引她，她就會明白地與對方畫清界線。對於「惡」劇中鄭元暢總是對她很冷淡，林依晨先幫老公澄清：「他是不懂得表達。」她說現實生活中，她也覺得男人不要老黏著女人較好，一旁鄭元暢吃驚地說：「我還以為會喜歡直樹這種大男人性格的只有湘琴，原來不只是戲裡才有。」



hahas..
so loving right?
i really hope they will be an item!
:)
since yuanchang's dad also like yichen so much..
hahas..

yuanchang, jia you!
i believe you can definitely woo her!
lols.

okay, i've gotta sleep..
nights..
zZz..

okay.
ihadabadday.
don't feel like repeating it again.
so forget it.

well, as for the interview today.
the person say i'm staying too far, so she might considered calling me during june holiday.
hehes.
better than nothing. :)
anyway, it's like from BEDOK to MANDAI.
can imagine?~
lols. :P

then went to meet mandyy at amk hub with aizhen.
hahas.
i must say this.
she's pretty funny la.
keep on sneezing all the way from night safari to amk hub.
lols.
she then stop sneezing when meeting up ashraf they all.
hahas.
am i a virus to her or something?
i don't know. :)

i was pretty hungry, so went to mos burger and have my dinner.
it's nice but expensive!
hehes. :P

then aftr meeting up w ashraf they all, went banquet to acc ashraf for dinner.
then me and aizhen went to fetch mandyy from mac to banquet.
and you know what?!
i'm so jealous!~
nooooo!~~
mandyy saw my eyecandy lah!~
it's unfair!
why i din saw him?
arghs!~

and she was like telling me ..
'i've already saw his parents..'
lols.
roars!~ gonna eat her up!~
hahas. XD

but never mind, there's still other chance.
hehes. XD
gonna see him tmr!~
yippie!~ :)
onespectacles.
spikeyhair.
nikebag.

hahas.
i'm waiting for him to reply my msg.
*WAITING*
XD

okay.
gonna sleep.
it's late!~
nights. :)

:: UNDER CONSTRUCTION ::

okay.
let's talk about the dinner just now.

firstly, i must apologise to everyone that i'm late for the dinner.
cause i went to rebond my hair.
hehes. :P
the hairdresser still tell me only take about 21/2hrs.
bluff me.
in the end, it took about 31/2hrs loh.
really sorry ah.
especially to mandy and ning xin.
sorry to keep you all waited for me for so long. :P

ya, about my hair thingy.
:)
i've rebonded my hair.
actually i just wanna trim it thin, but end up rebond it.
lols.
cost me a bomb, but quite worth it la.
cause they are having promotions. :)
actual price is 300plus, but nw only 150plus.
hehes.

anyway, i do it at heatwave.
it's under monsoon. :)
so can consider 'branded'?
lols. XD

hmm.
now, i'm pretty full la.
lols.
just nw aftr eating steamboat, we also went to eat soya beancurd.
hahas.
very nice! :)
it's zhiwen's treat by the way!
thanks so much!~ XD

then all of us went home aftr that.
the weather is like pretty hot la!~
so warm!~

and tmr i'm going for a job interview at night safari with angie, ning xin and aizhen!
lols.
don't know whether we'll get in anot. hahas.
and i think night safari is very far from my house too!~
lols.
but who cares? :P
maybe they might ask us to clean the animals shits.
rofl!~ XD
kiddin'~

will post again when i'm back from the interview.
:D
currently feel very refresh with my new hairdo!~
hehes. love it!~ :))

nights. XD

hahas.
later i'm going to cut my hair!
finally!~ XD

mandy and ning xin will be accompanying me.
yeah!~
then aftr that, we might be going for shopping.
go coolzone buy summer x summer pictorial book~~.
yeah!~ XD

then meet anita and the others at kovan, 6pm.
going to have steamboat at anita's dad's shop.
hahas.
5bucks only, cheap right?
:P

okay.
and one thing that i must say ..
hehes.
it happen during ytd night, 3am plus.
LOLs.
makes me so freakin' happy and shock.
i din expect it to happen. hehes. :P

here it goes ..
i've send a msg to someone in taiwan ..
someone who's pretty hot and famous now!~
lols.
and you know what?
i din expect him to reply me aftr a few mins i've send the post loh.
hahas.
really shock me lah!
and which also means that he's online at the same time with me!!
ahhh!~

although the msg he reply is short, but it's already enough to make me jumpin' around.
lols. XD
i just couldn't believe my eyes lah ..
hahas.

actually i also didn't think of sending him a msg,
but just happen that my sis's acc enable me to use chinese word,
so i just type him a msg ..
lols.

i will post the msg i send him and the replies from him up.
hehes.
i'm waiting for ginny to upload for me.
XD

okay, i've gtg.
meeting mandy and ning xin at 1.30pm.
:)
byes!~

hello!~
i'm back again.

hehes.
i know that i've not update my blog for damn long.
:P
cause i'm busy lah!

recently, ISWAK 2 have finally started filming!
hehes.
so hapy.
after so long!~ :P

and one more thing..
i've turn EIGHTEEN!
:D

hahas.
i've receive the presents that i wanted so much.
thanks guys for giving me surprises and presents!
really appreciated! :)
- a puma bag from yuehui.
- a puma jacket from my sis.
- a wallet from karen, reb and gens.

THANKS!~ :D

btw, i've also enter my new school.
currently, i'm in bishan ite; event management.
hehes.
it's a hot course now.
in poly too!
right, yuehui? hahas.

i love my new class!
i love my classmates!
i love ISF!
<3

but .. but ..
i'm hating her!
just couldn't stand her.
bloodyass.
- talking craps.
- being a 'follower'! [wah! so loyal ar!]
- being a copycat! meow!
- talking senseless.
- don't even know what she's talking about.
- always making people confused. [damn! i hate that!]
- don't understand the word, fuck.
- only able to understand simple words. freak!
- being thick skin! and i mean it! damn thick!
and i think there's many more.
i will try to find out more and write it here.
wahahas. xD

and i'm glad ernie done a good job today.
by scolding her and scream her head off.
hahas.

ISF just dislike you, biatch!
don't you know that.
wake up!!
hello!~

okayy, let's not letting her to spoilt my mood.
smile always. :)

oh my.
gonna see her again.
ahh! i must control myself!
* cool!~ *

okayy, i think i'll write till here.
will continue my grandma story tmr.
:) nights.